You came in to my life at just the right time because I was in a real dark place both physically and mentally... I had hit rock bottom again.
I miss the chip shop run and a cheeky pint in the pub on the way back home on a Friday night. All those times you would chase the birds on the football pitches and would refuse to come back... I could of killed you. Now the snoring, well I've never heard anything like it from a dog. You would wake me up every night and then I would try and get back to sleep before you started snoring again.
I would give anything to have just one more day with you.
I miss the car journeys we used to have, you loved the car so much, sitting with your head out the window soaking up the sun and fresh air.
We were a odd pair, me being a big bald tattooed builder and you a beautiful little ball of fluff. We made it work though didn't we. Every person you met fell in love with you because you had such a beautiful little character.
You always knew when I was unwell and would never leave my side, it was because of you that I didn't kill myself, it was you that made me get up every morning when all I wanted to do was hide away from the world, and it was you that made me leave the house for walks.
You would nudge me constantly for cuddles, the look of pure contentment on your face once you were snuggled up next to me.
I couldn't even go to the toilet without you knocking the door to come in lol. I'm going to miss you so much Tubs.
You saved my life on more than one occasion and i'll never forget you, I'm sorry you had to leave so soon.
You truly did leave paw prints on the hearts of each and everyone of us... sleep tight little lady.